One moment you are happy and the world seem to be a bright place and then suddenly a simple email can reveal your existence as an illusion.
Every time a perception shatters, it becomes harder to hope and look forward to the future. It is a never ending struggle against circumstances beyond our control. People we look up to let us down, people we rely on abandons us, people we count to support us seem too far and weak. Whatever strength left, we rally just to protect our feeble attempts to right our world again. And in doing so, we begin to hope again and to believe in something. Something that might just be another illusion.